Last Photoshoot

Hey everyone!
Got some pics for you...both new pics and some favorite pics from over the few months I've been blogging. I hope you enjoy them!! (:

 

 

All of us - minus Merida.. Tangled Fan wouldn't take her out of the box for a photoshoot. 

Rose and Lacey!  They're getting along a lot better.  (:

Allie, Hallie, Alexis, Jase, Flynn, and I.  (=

Anna and Elsa!  They're new, and they're great friends. 

Blondie

A custom Anna doll Tangled Fan did recently.  Her name is Pippa.

Rayne

 

I hope you enjoyed the pictures!  This is my final post on this blog.  Once more, I will leave this blog open so that if you want to re-read anything, you can. 
And once more, I'd like to thank all of you sooo, so much for sticking with me thru everything!  It's been an amazing 4 months, and thanks so much for reading and/or following this blog.  It means so much to me, and if I make it thru typing this without changing my mind a half a dozen times, rethinking closing this blog, or crying my eyes out, it will be a miracle! 

Yours truly, Rapunzel.  And Flynn.  =P 

Allie's home!

Hey everyone!
Just popping in really quick to let you all know that we finally and officially adopted miss Allie!!! (:  I am so relieved to have her around again; I was starting to get really worried...you know, small dolls in our human's drawers, with sometimes heavy items being tossed in...it can't end well! 
So today we finally got her home!  We had a photoshoot done too; of course.  xD

But on the downside; this means that this will be my second-to-last post.  I can't tell you guys how much I will miss you, and how much your reading this blog means to me.  I seriously can't.  Sometime when I get the chance, I'll post some final pics of all of us.  (=

Decisions, Decisions....

Hey everyone!
So...it's been a busy/weird week so far, since our 3 month anniversary. 
Tangled Fan's finally getting around to the fact that Allie *still* has not been taken out of the drawer I found her in.  She asked if we would adopt her, since nobody else could.  (She said she'd only made an extreme exception for Merida, just this once...)

And, dear readers, this is where the kicker is. 
Meanwhile, we are being re-arranged.  Again. 
Two dolls from the new movie Frozen - Anna and Elsa - have arrived; I'm sorry I haven't introduced them!  Hallie's been a little fussy again - no wonder, with all the rearranging going on - and I haven't been able to get to a computer as of late. 
Well, Anna and Elsa are just fantastic, but everything's getting cramped in our smaller shelving options. 
So we're being moved back to the sheling unit, after we had a quick and horribly cramped stay at the old bookshelf. 
Only it's just Flynn, the kids, and I. 
All the others are staying the whooooooole way across the room, on the dresser. 

That's the thing.  If we adopt Allie - which, I'm pretty sure we will - I will have no one to babysit the kiddos - so that means no more day outings with just the two of us.  It also means that I'll hardly ever get to see the others; unless Flynn were to take care of the kids for a day, and four kids against my hubby's hardly fair.  And I've also been finding it harder and harder to blog - I'm sure you guys are alllll so tired of reading the same old, same old "Oh well we went out to do this, and we danced for awhile, stared out the window, and came back to a bunch of others and then reviewed our day when we got to bed." 
So....on that note, I've been thinking a lot since Saturday, and I'm thinking that just maybe, it wouldn't be best if I allow my story to finish here. 
Let me tell you; I'll miss it!  But I think I'd regret not adopting Allie more.  When I started this blog, I told myself that if it ever came between me and my family, it would have to be shut down.  Well, when I made this blog, I never imagined that I'd be married within a month of being deboxed, either, so I thought I'd have it for a whole lot longer!  xD 
And if you're wondering about Merida?  Tangled Fan and I had a deep discussion Saturday about Merida, as well.  She said that it's better off if she stays in the box.  She's actually planning on putting her up on a shelf she's going to put up in her room; and apparently, there will be some dolls she's planning on customizing, that will go up there as well. 
So I'm sure we'll be meeting even more dolls. 
I just hope those dolls that she's planning to customize aren't US! 

So, with almost 1000 views and 1 follower, I want to say thank you.  Thank you so, so, so, so much.  Thanks for being there through all of my trials, all of my awkward moments, all of my hopelessly romantic posts, and basically, everything.  I am so sorry.  I will be leaving the blog up, in case you want to take a walk down  my memory lane....maybe every once in awhile, if I can, I'll do the same. 
I'll keep you updated, but once Allie has been adopted, I will be saying my official goodbye - and tears will likely be shed; but Allie, Hallie, Jase, Alexis, and Flynn are more important than a blog. 

Talk to you all when I can! 

3 month anniversary (=

Friday the 4th, I took Jase and Alexis for a girl's day.  Flynn, for whatever reason, hadn't wanted to come - I thought maybe he had a headache and wasn't telling me, or something.  And he hadn't even breathed a word about it being our 3 month anniversary, at all, all week; so maybe he'd forgotten.  But regardless. 
Despite Jase's request, I didn't let the girls ride today - It was a two-doll job, to lead the horse forward and to make sure nobody falls off.  Instead, at their next request, I took them to see the 18 inchers.  They played with Nells, Samantha, and Julie whilst I chatted with Hailey and a few of the others.  I made a special point to say hello to Kailey, and when she realized I was standing right in front of her so she could read my lips, she allowed herself a small smile, concealed by looking down. 

We spent the majority of the day out; the girls seemed to already have forgotten about Merida's departure.  Which, I must admit, I was a bit relieved to know, because Merida still wasn't out of the box, and we sill hadn't figured out a way to get her out.  Rather, I haven't.  Rose and I have yet to attempt a group effort :P  

So we got home around eight, the girls exhausted. 
Flynn greeted us with that classic grin.  "Well, if it isn't three of my favorite girls..."
Jase ran into his arms.  He scooped her up and carefully tossed her into the air a few times, and she giggled until she squirmed to be let down.  He set her down, and she raced over to Rose, and I overheard her excitedly narrating her day. 
Alexis gave Flynn a shy smile and then hurried off to join her sister.
I smiled, watching them, until Flynn turned towards me and winked. 
"I hope your greeting is better than the last,"  he joked.  "I haven't seen you in...what...twelve hours?" 
I rolled my eyes at him, giggling.  I walked over and gave him a quick hug before Flynn turned me away from everyone else so he could steal a quick little kiss. 
Remembering my earlier concern about him having a migraine, as soon as he pulled away, I asked, "So..how're you feeling?" 
Giving me a confused look, he said, "I'm fine...why?  Aren't you-"
"Just wondering," I said, giving him a smile, even though that had made me even more confused. 

After the girls had finished talking with Rose, an hour later, they went to bed.  Hallie went right asleep as well, thank goodness, and then I started to brush my hair out, getting ready for bed myself. 
"What'cha doin'?"  Flynn came up behind me and gave me a quick hug.  I tried not to accidentally smack him with the brush when I hit a snag in my hair, but luckily enough, he noticed that and stepped back.  (When you're married to someone with such long hair, you learn relatively fast to stay out of dodge of potential harm inflicted by tangled-up brushes.  :D) 
"I'm... getting ready for bed...." I said, working through the knot.  "What're you doing?"  I added, jokingly. 
"Waiting for you," he said. 
"Go on to bed- Ah-hah!  See?  I'm done now, anyway," I laughed to myself. 
"Come with me instead," he requested, holding out a hand to me. 
"Why?"  I asked, quirking a brow. 
"You didn't think I forgot that today was our 3-month anniversary, did you?" 
Well, precisely. 
"Well, uh... Wh..where'd we be going?  It's dark, and it's, like, ten PM!  You need to get to sleep." 
"C'mon."  He chuckled and reached for one of my hands.  "Just trust me."
I allowed him to take me wherever he was taking me, but I was confused as all get-out, and wasn't exactly enthused with his secrecy. 
Finally, he stopped at the windowsill. 
"Why...the window?"  I asked, looking at him questioningly. 
"Look up," he told me, pointing.
And then I saw them.  The millions of gorgeous stars stood out like diamonds against a black velvet sky, and the night was as clear as it could possibly be. 
"Oh my gosh," I breathed.  I went up to the window and pressed my nose up against it, staring up at the sky with amazement.  I backed up a couple of small steps, trying to take in every single thing I could take in, and bumped into Flynn's chest.  "Oh - sorry!  I just...this is amazing, Flynn!  I've never even seen the stars before!" 
I could just see a little bit of the moon, but there was enough light from it to illuminate Flynn's face.  I turned towards him and couldn't wipe the smile off my face.  He was giving me a loving gaze, and I smiled even more when I realized that.  "Thank you so much for doing this, Flynn...it's perfect!" 
"I know it's not exactly a unique thing or original, but we hadn't done this before, just sit and look at the stars...so I figured I'd see how you liked it." 
"I love it...we could do this anytime!"  I exclaimed, giving him a hug before I ecstatically went to look at the stars again. 
Flynn propped himself up against a corner of the window frame, flopping down, and he caught my attention long enough to invite me to come sit on his lap. 
Instead, I came over and curled up on my side beside him, and continued to stared out the window.  I almost sub-consciously put my arms around him and he did the same, grinning down at me before kissing my forehead.  Leaning my head on his chest, we both just stared out the window in silence for awhile.  I couldn't not look at it all!  It was so pretty, and such a clear night. 
"I can't believe it's been three months already," I sighed, and he looked down at me to smile adoringly.  "This is just so perfect!" 
"Isn't it?  But it wouldn't be as perfect if you weren't here," he told me, and I wasn't sure whether I wanted to be annoyed by his sappiness or to like him just a little bit more. 
Eh.  Tonight I'll go with the last option.  :D 
I sat up and he gave me a questioning look until I pulled him into a kiss.  When I pulled away, he gazed at me tenderly and stroked the hair from my face before I curled up beside him once more. 
He put a hand on my arm, and then jerked it away.  "Why didn't you tell me you were cold?" 
I quite honestly had been too busy gazing up at the stars to realize I was cold, but since he had mentioned it, I realized I was, actually, a little chilly. 
"I uh...I didn't really...know."  I said, sure it sounded beyond lame. 
He chuckled and stood up, pulling away from my arms. 
"Wait...no," I said, standing as well.  "It's fine -I hadn't even-"
He turned and put a finger over my lips.  "I have the hankerchief right over here.  I figured it would get chilly up here." 
I felt stupid, but he seemed to be in good humor about it.  He retrieved it, draped it over my shoulders, and then wrapped me up tight in his arms, giving me a kiss.
"Aren't you cold?"  I asked, and he shook his head.
"No, I've got long sleeves - you're running around in a short-sleeved dress!" 
We stood and looked outside for awhile, until Flynn sat back down. I stayed standing for a few minutes, taking in the stars, but then I plopped down beside him again. 
"So...are you bored, or..?"  He asked me. 
I glanced up at him.  "No!  I love this.  We should do this more often." 
"Okay.  Fine by me," he said, and I glanced back towards him just in time to catch his affectionate gaze, which he quickly averted when he caught me looking at him. 
I giggled and nestled close to him and we stayed just like that for I don't know how long. 

Eventually, though, reality hit me and I jumped all over, gasping. 
"You need to get to bed!" I exclaimed, standing up abruptly.
"Just this one night...  It won't hurt me," he reassured me, snagging my hand. 
"But if you get a-" 
"I won't," he said, pulling me back down beside him.  "Don't worry." 
I looked up at his brown eyes and grinned as I melted just a teeeeensy tiny bit.  He must've noticed, because he smiled and leaned towards me.  My lips met his in a kiss that made my stomach erupt with butterflies, my heart flutter, and my head got all muddled up.  When he pulled away, he stroked my cheek with the pad of his thumb, and I suddenly got self-conscious. 
I pulled away from his touch and my eyes darted, trying to find something to look at.  I felt my face grow hot, and was glad he couldn't see-
"You know, you're probably the only doll I know who can pull off that adorable, red-faced embarrassment expression."  He joked, but he let me have some space. 
"Yeah, yeah...I dunno why I'm embarrassed, though."  I mumbled.  "I goober everything up."   I added, suddenly remorseful for leaving his gentle touch. 
"No, you don't.  Quite the opposite."  He pulled me close again, and we sat for awhile longer, looking at the stars and enjoying the quiet companionship.   

Next thing I remember, my shoulder was being jiggled. 
"Wake up, dear girl.  I was gonna try carrying you back to the shelf, but it's dark and I don't want to drop you." 
I allowed one eye to peel open, and then I got the other one open. 
"W-what time is it?"  I asked groggily.  "Wh-ohhh....how long was I out?" 
"I dunno.  I nodded off for a little while too.  It's two in the morning." 
Hardly awake enough for that to compute, I simply nodded and stared sleepily at him, yawning. 
He chuckled before he brushed the hair from my face.  When I got myself woken up the rest of the way, he helped me up and took my hand comfortably into his, folding up the hankerchief to carry it under his other arm. 
When we got back to the shelf, Flynn checked on the girls to make sure they were warm enough, and I waited for him to lay down. 
"So...did you enjoy your evening?"  Flynn asked, crawling under the hankerchief, which I'd spread out. 
"Very much so.  Happy anniversary, I love you way too much for words to express, and good night." 
He chuckled, and started to answer me, but I was out before he was finished. 

Merida part 2

This morning, I woke up early, despite my late night.  Everyone was still asleep, but I couldn't lay around.  So I decided to go for a walk. 
Actually, I was sort of on a mission.  I know Merida would want to know Allie was safe, so I was going to rummage around and try to find her.  It was the least I could do for my poor friend. =[
I searched through all the drawers that Tangled Fan tended to shove doll stuff into, and finally, around eight, I found her.  I knew I'd better ask Tangled Fan about what we could do, so Allie didn't end up at Goodwill, so I just made sure she was safe and then headed back home, taking a quick pitstop to tell Merida via lip reading that I'd found Allie. 
"Will you adopt her?"  Merida mouthed. 
I shrugged.  "We'll see." 
"Please...even if it's Rose or Rayne or Lacey..just please keep track of her." 
"I will," I said, and she grinned thankfully. 

When I was nearing our shelving unit, I saw Flynn making his way to the floor. 
As soon as he saw me, he came running. 
What had happened?  Were the girls okay?  What about the others? 
I jogged towards him, my fear growing with each step.  As soon as I got within earshot of him, I stopped and called, "What's wrong?  Are the girls okay?" 
He didn't answer, he just sprinted the last two feet and then grabbed me into the world's tightest hug, lifting me off of the ground and burying his face in my shoulder. 
"Flynn, what's wrong?  You're scaring me," I said.  I could hear how my voice was high pitched, from fear. 
He drew in a deep breath, and I saw how pale his face was, as soon as he set me back down on my feet.  He put his hands on my shoulders and stared into my eyes. 
"Flynn, you're -"
"I woke up, and you weren't there, and you weren't on any of the shelves, and I-I just...panicked.  Especially with Tangled Fan's recent track record."  He said. 
I could tell he had been worked up, because his hands were clammy and his chest was still heaving with heavy breaths. 
"Sorry," I said.  I felt awful.  I should've told him, but he'd been asleep.  "Everyone was asleep, so I didn't wanna wake anyone up...but I wanted to go search for Allie.  I did find her, though." 
"I don't often get flat-out scared, but don't you ever do that," he said, giving my shoulders a tight-gripped shake.  He sounded choked up, and that only served to make me feel worse.  "I love you, baby...so, so much." 
My eyes filled with tears as he said all of that, but I didn't have time to answer, because he bent and grabbed me into a passionate kiss. 
When he finally came up for air, he pulled me close into a hug, and then his shoulders started to heave. 
"I thought for sure you were gone," he mumbled, and I finally realized how horrified he must've felt. 
I tried not to cry after I realized it, but a sharp sob ripped through me, and he held me tighter.  If at all possible. 
"I'm so sorry...I should've told you, but I didn't want to wake you...I'm sorry," I repeated, swallowing the lump in my throat. 
"It's ok...maybe I just overreacted, but oh, gosh, that's not a good feeling to get in the pit of your stomach." 
"I'm s-" I repeated, but he broke me off by pulling me into another kiss. 
"Don't," he whispered after he pulled away.  "I love you." 
The sarcastic side in me suddenly wanted to remind him that he'd already told me that about five seconds ago, but I knew it wasn't the time for that, so I just reached to put my hand on his cheek when I told him the same. 
He took the hand from his cheek and kissed it as well, staring into my eyes, even though he had released me from his arms.  I met his gaze and a tingle shot up my spine, right before I realized I wanted to be back in his arms.  Amazing how one event can make you appreciate and realize how much you need someone. 
"W-we should probably get back.  Were the girls up?"  I asked, tearing my eyes away from his affectionate stare.
He shook his head.  "Everyone was still asleep when I left, except for Rose, so I told her to keep an eye on the kids."
"Ahh," I said.  "I suppose we should head back."
Nodding, he sighed.  I could see the color starting to flow back into his face, and I realized how long it had taken him to calm down.  I wanted to hug him and be in his arms, but I didn't necessarily know how to ask and not seem weird.  So we just walked back to the chair side-by-side.  After a few strides, however, he pulled me close to his side, his arm around my shoulders.  I smiled up at him, to which he gave a pleased little grin, before I tucked my own arm around his waist. 
When we got up there, Rose promptly hauled me into a relieved hug, for which Flynn stepped away from me. 
"Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh, thank goodness!  I was so worried!  Flynn told me about what happened to Merida...I feel soo horrible...maybe we could try to get her out once in awhile just so she could visit us, but let her go back before Tangled Fan ever noticed?  But wow....thank goodness you're back!"  She exclaimed, finally letting go of me.  "Oh, and the girls are still asleep." 
"Okay.  Thank you," Flynn told her, and when she nodded with a relieved smile, he came over and pulled me close to him once more.  I can't say I minded, though. 

The girls got up shortly after.  Jase hurried over to Flynn and I and flung her arms out at him. 
Chuckling, he let go of me to scoop her up. 
"Good morning, short stuff," he grinned at her. 
"Don't you call me short!"  She pretended to be mad, but I saw the dimples appearing on her cheeks.   And then she turned to me.  "Momma, did you find Merida?" 
What?  How had she known?  "How did you - oh.  Right.  You probably overheard me talking to Daddy, right?" She nodded, and I continued.  "She, ah....well...you know how her legs gave her trouble?  Yes?  Okay, well, Tangled Fan ended up putting her back in her box and setting her up on our old bookshelf." 
She thought that over, and then she surprised me.  "I suppose that was the best thing to do.  I'll really miss her though, Momma...can we visit her sometime?" 
Not letting on to the fact that Merida couldn't hear us, I glanced up at Flynn and then said, "We'll have to see." 
"Okay."  She nodded, and then flung her arms around Flynn's neck, hugging him tight.  I smiled at that adorable scene, and then I went over to scoop Hallie up before she started crying. 
Alexis came over as well, and said she'd heard about Merida. 
"Why can't she stay like she always was?  Sitting down?"  She asked, and I could see her eyes were teary. 
Wow.  This was unexpected. 
I knelt beside her, Hallie in one arm, and pulled her into a hug with the other arm.  "A doll can't live her life sitting down, honey.  But what's done is done, and we can't change Tangled Fan's decisions, unfortunately.  Maybe we'll be able to visit her some, it just depends on some things." I offered. 
She nodded.  "I suppose so...and I suppose her legs were getting worse, so it might have been a good thing.  But why do I feel so bad about it?" 
"You're not the only one, sweetie.  It'll fade away eventually," I told her, hugging her tight. 

I had to go through the spiel of what happened and where she was to Lacey, Blondie, and Rayne all as they got up.  By the end of the day, I was emotionally drained.  Plus, the added worry of being sold on eBay lingered.  I didn't tell anyone else about Addison; I suppose I'll have to sometime.  But that sometime was not today - I didn't want everyone worrying. 
I hadn't been able to get ahold of Tangled Fan when she had blown in and out of the room today, so Allie's fate was still undecided, which did nothing for my already raw nerves.  Maybe tomorrow I'd be able to get her attention. 
And of course, tonight was the night that Hallie was going to be a finicky baby. 
I tromped back and forth  - as well as I could, anyway, with everyone else laying down asleep - and whistled quietly to her, rocking her back and forth and urging her to go to sleep. 
Flynn kept close behind me.  One time, I turned around and he wasn't paying attention, and I bumped into him.  He grabbed my arm to steady me.  Luckily, Hallie hadn't gotten the brunt of that. 
"Honey.  Go to bed," I told him, and he shrugged. 
"My earlier offer still stands.  I can take her, and you can go to bed," he countered. 
"I'll take care of her," I said, pressing my mouth up against my shoulder to suppress a yawn. 
I pushed past, and he resumed his puppy-dog-esque following. 

Finally, Hallie's little eyelids drifted shut, and she stayed asleep, so I laid her down, covering her up.  I stroked her arm a few times before I turned around to go to bed.  After she'd first gone to sleep in my arms, Flynn had gone to bed.  Finally.
It was chilly, so I got one of the hankerchiefs and started spreading it out for the both of us, after I made sure the two older girls were warm enough.
Flynn was still awake.
"She stay asleep?"  he whispered to my back, as I sat and reached to spread the hankerchief over his legs.   
"Yup," I whispered with a nod. 
He was silent for a few minutes, until I'd gotten the hankerchief just how I wanted it.  Before I could turn to lay down, he said, "Tell you a secret." 
Yeah, right.  I glanced over my shoulder at him, made sure he saw my eye-roll through the darkness, and said, "Yeah, sure." 
"Well, c'mere," he laughed through his nose at me, and I shook my head.  I tossed one corner of the hankerchief at him.  Wrong move.
His arm snaked out and he snagged the same wrist that had aided in the hankerchief-tossing, pulling me down onto my side and close to him. 
I gasped.  "Don't do that!"  I exclaimed quietly, my eyes wide with surprise. 
He chuckled and slung an arm around me, so I put an arm across his stomach and propped myself up with the other arm, so I could see his face. 
"Well?" I asked, trying to keep my sarcasm down. 
He gestured, and so I leaned closer, turning my ear towards his mouth.  He found my hand, and clasped it gently. 
"You're gorgeous, and I love you so much it hurts," he whispered in my ear before he kissed my cheek. 
"Oh, I think you're biased," I said, glad that it was getting dark enough he couldn't see my red face. 
"I might be, but from the bottom of my heart, it's true."  He winked, and I couldn't decide whether to be annoyed or like him just a little bit more. 
When he hugged me tight and didn't let go, I decided to choose that last option.
But then I turned onto my side.  He made a noise of disappointment and gave me a questioning look before he turned to face me. 
"What's up?" 
I shrugged, and he put a hand on my waist.  "So how mad were you, because I didn't tell you I was going to look for Allie?"  I asked, half-jokingly. 
"Mad isn't the word, more like heart-attack-scared," he said, giving a quiet chuckle.  "And don't you dare say you're sorry." 
I let the word die on my lips, which I'd started to say as he said that last part, and then I grinned.  "Whoops." 
He chuckled, and leaned in to bump his forehead up against mine, pulling me towards him as he did so.  I gave him a grin, told him goodnight, and then I went to sleep. 

So...we'll see what tomorrow brings. 

Merida

First off...I am SO sorry I haven't posted anything since the fifteenth!  It's been chaotic.  And here is why:
Thursday, we ended up being moved back to our old shelving unit. 
I loved our little shelf dearly, but now I'm with Rose, Rayne, Blondie, and Lacey.  Which, actually, is a really tight squeeze.  Especially for time to go to sleep.  So much for privacy.. =\ 
Thursday, around eight, I realized I hadn't seen Merida or even heard her at all, since we'd been moved earlier. 
So I went over to Flynn, who was sitting with Jase in his lap, chatting with her, and knelt beside them. 
"Hey, I'm gonna go look for Merida, okay?  I'll be back." 
"I'll-" I broke him off. 
"No, you stay with the kiddos.  I'll probably be back late, given the current time.  Night, Jase, sweetie," I added, giving her a hug. 
"I really don't like you going by yourself," he gave me a concerned look, which I brushed aside. 
"I'll be fine, hon.  Night," I told him, reaching to give him a quick hug as well. 
I told Lexi and Hallie good night as well, and then went on my way.

It took me forever to find her.  She wasn't on the empty shelf beside us,  and she wasn't anywhere to be found on the dresser - the AG dolls were back on the dresser. 
Finally, I found her on top of the old bookshelf. 
"Merida!"  I squealed, excited to finally have found my friend. 
But she never answered me.  When I reached to give her an excited hug, I was hit with plastic. 
Oh no. 
No, no no, that can't be right! 
"Merida?"  I asked, pounding on the plastic. 
She gave me a horrified, yet desperate and sad, gaze, shaking her head. 
"Why are you in there?!"  I asked. 
She shook her head, pointing to her ears, so I assumed she couldn't hear me. 
I tried ripping the box apart, but it wouldn't budge.  I fought and fought with it, with Merida trying as hard as she could from the inside, but we eventually gave up, defeated. 
I spoke slowly, so Merida could read my lips.  "What did Tangled Fan do with Allie?" 
That struck her right in the heart.  She struggled for composure as she shrugged, shaking her head. 
"Why did she do this?" 
Poined to her faulty legs, which had recently been giving her a lot more problems lately. 
I sobbed, promising her I would get her out of that box.  She simply shook her head and formed the word 'no' on her lips.   Finally, she added, "Go home." 
I sobbed, backing away.  I went too far, and tripped over the edge of the bookshelf, and fell.  Luckily, there were some boxes that I landed on, and I was able to scramble down to the floor before I meandered back home, worried for both my friend and Allie, as well as saddened.  My heart felt like it was tearing to shreds. 
This only got worse as, when I was starting back to the shelving unit, I heard muffled cries. 
Punzie.  She was only a shelf down from us, and I had to go right past her in order to get to our shelf. 
"What's wrong?"  I asked her, blinking in the light from the alarm clock. 
"Addison..she's gone.  Tangled Fan's selling her on eBay and she tossed her in a box." She whimpered. 
"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry," I gasped, horrified once more. 
Why did Tangled Fan find it amusing to mess with our lives?!  Ruin them?  Ruin friendships? 
I suddenly felt a strong urge to be with my husband and girls.  I told her I was sorry once more, to which she nodded, biting her lip, and then I fled for my family. 
Everyone was asleep - no wonder, it was eleven, after all.   I made sure the girls were tucked in nice and warm, careful to not wake anyone, but then I went over to the other shelf, the empty one adjacent to ours, and sat up against the opposite side, because I didn't want to wake anyone up by crying. 

I sobbed, burying my face in my hands and curling into a ball.  Why?  Merida's legs HAD been gradually getting worse,  but why?!  And why was Addison being sold on eBay?  And how was I to tell Jase and Alexis? They had both been quite fond of Merida...how-
"Sweetheart?  What's wrong?"  I heard Flynn. 
Wait, hadn't he been asleep? 
I gasped, surprised at his sudden appearance, and looked up.  In a couple of strides, he was in front of me. 
"I-I didn't wake-" 
He held his hands out to me, and I took them, but made no move to stand. 
"No, you didn't...why're you over here, and why're you crying?  You look absolutely heartbroken..." he trailed off and sank to his knees, down to my level.  "Merida?"
I nodded, sobbing before I threw myself towards him, desperately needing to know he was there.  He sat, took me into his arms, and allowed me to cry into his shoulder.  Didn't ask any more questions, didn't say a word, just held me. 
Finally, I took a shuddery breath in and pulled my head up to look at him.  He brushed the hair from my face and let his hand linger on my cheek, until I finally spoke up. 
"She's...on the bookshelf.  In her box.  She can't hear me, but she read my lips and from what I could make out, Tangled Fan put her in there because of her legs.  She doesn't know what became of Allie.  And on my way back, I found Punzie, totally torn apart because Tangled Fan's selling Addison on eBay.  What's going to happen next?  Why did she do all this?  What if you get sold on eBay, or the girls, or..." 
He tightened his embrace, and sighed.  I could tell he was tired, and shocked, but he was still taking the time to talk this out with me.  "Oh, man...I can't believe that.  But don't worry too much about it, okay?  There's nothing you can do about it anyway.  But Tangled Fan told you that she'd never separate a couple, so she wouldn't sell us or the girls, I don't think."
"What if she sells us both as a pair, and the girls are left behind?"  I pointed out. 
"Well...like I said - don't worry, because you can't do anything about it."
"I have to try to get Merida out of there...we both tried for at least an hour, but the plastic wouldn't budge...Tangled Fan must have it taped shut pretty well...And-"
"You know she'll just put her back in the box.  I know you want to help her, but it's no use.  And maybe being in that box will help her with her legs.  You know yourself that she almost fell down Monday, because her legs gave out on her. I know it's really awful to say, but maybe it's for the best.  I don't want to think that and I know you don't, but maybe it is.  And please don't get mad at me for pointing that out," he added, quickly adding that last sentence. 
"I won't," I said. "You do have a point, I guess..but why does it have to be so hard?" 
"She's been around since you came here, and you two were really good friends," he said, pulling me a tad closer. 
I sniffled, nodding and rubbing at my nose.  Flynn pulled my chin up and tipped his head down, pulling me into a wonderful, gentle kiss.  But as soon as our lips met, I realized how late it must be, and pulled away. 
He gave me a questioning look, with his hand still on my chin, and I said, "You need to get to bed.  It's probably really late." 
"I'm staying up with you until you feel like going to bed, dear girl."  he told me.  "Quite frankly, I wouldn't be able to sleep if I wanted to.  I don't know about you, though." 
"Same..." I sighed, and he rubbed my back comfortingly. 
"It'll be okay, hon.  Don't worry." 
"How can I not, though?" 
"By not worrying.  Worrying will only make things worse."  he said, pulling me in to resume the kiss I'd broken off. 
I returned it, and then he tried to situate himself into a more comfortable spot, still holding onto me. 
Despite myself, I chuckled quietly.  "You know, I won't break down in tears or break into a zillion pieces if you let go of me long enough to situate yourself." 
"I know..." he said, finally leaning up against the side of the bookshelf beside me, unfurling his long legs, and pulling me back into his lap.  "But I just..I dunno." 
"Velcro Flynn?  Cause I'm feeling the same way.  I guess that these kinds of things let you re-evaluate how much you appreciate those in your life." 
"Yup," he said, and I leaned my head on his shoulder. 
"I'm sure gonna miss her, though. And what do I tell the kids?  Oh, Jase-" I pulled my head back up off of his shoulder as I thought about that. 
"We'll figure it out later."  he said, wrapping his arm around me even tighter. 
I sighed, emotionally drained, and plunked my head back onto his shoulder.  He put his other hand palm-up on my thigh and held it out, so I accepted it and held it tightly, allowing my  eyes to shut. 

Girl's weekend out

Hey everyone! 
So last night, Rose came up with the idea that, starting Saturday, we'd have a 'girl's weekend out'. 
"We'd explore all over the place, and watch movies or something, and ride Maximus, and maybe Merida could teach us how to shoot her bow, if she wants, and Rapunzel could show us the world of blogging...and we'll just get to know each other!  We'd be back Sunday night."  Rose explained. 
"All of us?  You, Rayne, me, Merida, Blondie, and Lacey?"  I asked, quirking my brow. 
"Yeah!  It'll be fun!" 
Merida glanced at me - she knew what I was thinking.  "What about the kiddos?"
"Well..Flynn could watch them," Blondie said.  "I think it's an awesome idea!" 
Flynn walked over.  "What are you girls scheming?  Or do I want to know?"  He joked, and I gave him a playful punch on the arm before I took him by the hand. 
"A girl's weekend out!"  Rose told him excitedly.  "Wait..you could watch the kids, couldn't you?" 
Flynn shrugged.  "How long is the weekend out?" 
"Tomorrow morning, bright and early, until Sunday night." 
I looked up at Flynn.  I wasn't sure I wanted to be away from my girls or my hubby for that long.  I mean, yeah, it's not that long, but still.  "I'll stay here and help with the kids - the rest of you can go!"  I offered. 
Please say yes, please say yes, please say-
"If I'm goin', yer goin', too."  Merida informed me. 
"I can watch the girls, that's no problem," Flynn said.  "They're not that bad - but I probably just jinxed myself, there." 
Everyone chuckled, and then I heaved a sigh.  "Maybe ALL of us could go.  Like literally all of us." 
"Then it wouldn't be a girl's weekend out."  Lacey pointed out. 
"It's not a problem for me to watch the girls.  It'll give me some good father/daughter time with Lexi and Jase."  My hubby said. 

I wasn't going to get out of this...was I. 
"Then it's all set!"  Rose clapped excitedly. "We'll get up at six tomorrow!" 
What was it with Rose and getting up at six?  She ALWAYS did...I don't know how the girl does it, but she does. 
Murmers of 'okay' scattered through our little group, and we parted ways to get ready for bed. 
After the girls were asleep, Flynn and I headed to bed. 

I didn't lay down, though.  I sat and pulled my knees to my chest, biting my lip.  I admit that I was really nervous about our weekend out thing.  What if something happened?  What if Flynn ended up with a migraine, didn't tell anyone, and it got really bad, and he had to keep the girls?  What if...what if...what if. 
"Hey...what's wrong?" Flynn had lain down and shut his eyes, but when he realized I wasn't beside him, he scooted over to me and sat up, putting an arm round my shoulders. 
"Just me being weird and paranoid," I shrugged, not wanting to admit my concerns. 
"Spit it out, dearest girl," he peered down at my face, a concerned look on his. 
"Just...I have my reservations about going with the girls.  I don't really want to stay away from you or the girls for that long.  And what if you end up with a bad migraine?  What if something happens to US?  I mean, seriously.  We're just twelve inch hunks of plastic.  Anything could happen.  And-"
He took my chin in his hand and pulled me into  a gentle kiss.  I put my arms around him and returned it.  When I pulled away, I leaned my head on his shoulder and stared up at him, not taking my arms from him.  He drew in a deep breath before pulling me onto his lap.  For once, I didn't grumble about it. 
"You can't worry about that.  And you can't just be a stick-in-the-mud.  So take risks, take chances...go have fun with life.  And don't worry about me, baby.  Worrying is silly.  If it makes you feel better, I'll be a nervous wreck, too." 
"Then I won't go!"  I exclaimed, pulling my head up from his shoulder and leaning back to look at him.  "If you're nervous, too, I just won't go!  Problem solved!" 
"By that, I meant that you're not weird or paranoid.  I didn't mean to give you an out," he said with a chuckle. 
I sighed and rolled my eyes.  "I suppose they won't let me stay back." 
"Probably not.  Merida's pretty convincing, and Rose is dead-set, to be frank."  Flynn told me.  I nodded, and he pulled me close again.  "It'll be fine.  Now, you need to go to sleep - early start for you, by the sounds of things.  I get to sleep in until the girls get up!" 
I shook my head, giggling to myself.  "You're mean." 
He chuckled and kissed my forehead.  "But it made you giggle, and that's what matters!" 
I gave him one last squeeze, and then laid down to go to sleep. 


Six A.M. came wayyyy too early.  When everyone else started moving around, I woke up as well. 
Flynn was still fast asleep, and I smiled at his peaceful face.  Wishing I could wait until him and the girls were up, so I could tell them bye, I sighed.  I carefully set the handkerchief over him and then crawled out from under the bench. 
"Oh, good!  You're up.  Here, help me carry this, and this, oh-and this, and these rubber bands.  Oh, and-" Rose promptly started handing things at me. 
"I can't carry anything else," I broke her off. 
"There isn't anything else.  I was going to ask if you were ready." 
"Oh, sorry!  Um...yeah, I'm ready," I cast a glance over my girls and then nodded. 
"They'll be fine - I'm sure Flynn will take excellent care of them."  Lacey said. 
"I know," I smiled, and then we left. 

First things first  - where were  we going to sleep?  Rose didn't want to go back to the dresser to sleep, so we had to scout out a safe location to sleep at. 
Merida led the way, and pretty soon, we'd found a pretty good spot to sleep at.  We left all the stuff there, and then we all turned to Rose. 
"What're we going to do first?" 
"Well...hmm.  We could watch movies?" 
"Let's save that for when we're tired," Merida suggested.  "Let's go see the 18 inchers." 
"18...inchers?"  Rose asked, quirking a brow.
"Yeah.  Dolls.  They're pretty cool!"  Merida explained, and I nodded in agreement. 

Merida, Rose, and I led the way, while Blondie, Rayne, and Lacey lagged behind.
We made quick work of climbing up the shelving unit, and then we went from shelf to shelf, talking with everyone. 
As always, Kailey was snooty towards us.
When I tried to include her in a conversation, she didn't even look at me. 
Finally, since Hailey was on the same shelf as Kailey, I walked over and whispered in her ear. 
"What's the deal with Kailey?" 
"Oh..." Hailey glanced towards her, and then whispered in my ear.  "She's shy because she's afraid you won't like her.  She's got hearing disabilities, so you have to speak up a bit around her, or let her read your lips.  And she doesn't like to talk because of it, too." 
I felt horrible.  Absolutely horrible.  "Oh my gosh...I-"
"It's fine.  Just keep that in mind," Hailey told me, and I nodded. 
"Thanks for...for informing me on that," I told her. 
I wanted to hug Kailey, or do something, but I knew it would only upset her, so I didn't. 
Pretty soon, we left that shelf, and moved onto the next, which was right beside the other one. 

We talked with them for a good long while, but finally, Rose got antsy and we left. 
Next, I suggested we ride Maximus, and then blog. 

We rode for quite a while, and Maximus was VERY well behaved. 
Rose fell in absolute, positive love with Max, and Lacey even showed some reserved affection towards him, which he was very pleased to recieve (:
Rayne, knowing of Max's shenanigans, was very concerned about riding him. 
"What if he bucks me off?  I do NOT want to get this dress-"
"He's fine.  I promise...if he would've been planning on acting up, he would have done so already."  I told her.
 "But I've never ridden before!"
"Everyone's gotta start somewhere.  But if you don't want to..." Merida trailed off. 
"Oh, fine..." she grumbled, accepting Merida's help up into the saddle. 
When she got off of him half an hour later, her eyes were shining. 
"I must admit that this is very fun!  Thanks, Maximus, for being a good boy!"  she leaned down to give him a hug around the neck before she reluctantly dismounted. 
Blondie went next, and then we headed off to blog. 

By the time  we were done with that, night was falling and Rose was dead-set on creating a blog with Lacey. 
Lacey had her reservations, as she usually did, but I'm pretty sure that Rose will figure out how to talk her into it one way or another ;)
We got back to our 'camping' spot, and we all brushed out our hair and went to bed.  (Well, except for Rayne and Merida - they're the lucky ones to not have tons of hair to brush  out!) 
I tossed and turned a LOT.  I wasn't used to the unfamiliar surroundings, and for the first time in over 2 months, my hubby wasn't right there beside me.  I wondered how he'd fared with the four girls.  He was probably having a blast with Jase, and Lexi was probably going along with whatever Jase told her to do...and hopefully, the babies were being good. 
Either that, or Flynn was a nervous wreck, Jase and Lexi were fighting over something, and the babies were screaming their heads off. 
I curled up in a ball on my side, sighed, and FINALLY went to sleep. 


The next morning, we got up at nine.  Thank goodness - Rose had been tuckered out enough not to get us all up at six AM!  I was groggy from my un-restful night, and it seemed like everyone else was pretty foggy as well.  Merida stood up too quickly, and stumbled into me.  Laughing, I grabbed her arm and held her upright. 
"I did NOT sleep well," she moaned, rubbing at her eyes. 
"Me neither." 
"I miss my baby girl, too," she added in a whisper. 
"I miss my kids AND Flynn," I agreed.  "But we'll see them tonight!" 
"I can't wait," she said, and then we were off. 

First thing's first - we went to visit Punzie and her friend Addison. 
"Oh, Rapunzel!  How's Jase doing?" Punzie immediately asked me, a bright smile on her face. 
"Hi, Punzie!  Jase is doing great.  How are you?" 
"I've been good," she nodded.  "Who are your friends?  I recognize Merida, but.."
"Rose, Lacey, Rayne, and Blondie," I pointed each of them out.
'Nice to meet yous' murmered throughout our group, and then we  sat down for a good long chat.
It was probably around eleven before we finally got away.  Punzie was quite the talkative one! 
"Now...let the games begin.  Why don't we shoot?"  Merida asked. 
"Oh, great!"  Rose exclaimed. "I can't wait!" 

Merida, being the awesome archery teacher she is, demonstrated for everyone how to do it. 
Blondie sat out on this one, because of her arms, which lacked articulation....and, she added, she wanted to stay out of harm's way.  I can't say I blame her.  :P
Rose was surprisingly really good at shooting.  Lacey and Rayne...not so much.  And you all know me...I'm horrible. 
We got several good laughs over our combined lack of shooting capabilities...and we all marveled at Rose and Merida's obvious talent. 
"I didn't know you were a world-class archer, Rose!  I knew Merida was, but.." I joked. 
"Oh, well thank you, milady!"  Rose giggled, curtsying. 
I laughed, and Lacey slung an arm around her sister's shoulders.  "So, little sis...what'cha say?  Why don't you rub some of your awesome-ness onto me?" 
We all laughed harder, and I grinned, excited to see Lacey was starting to get along better with Rose.  Maybe this girls' weekend out had been just the thing for the two of them.  I really hoped so! 

After that, we showed Lacey and Rose around the room.  After we'd explored every nook and cranny, we sprawled out on the windowsill for awhile, enjoying the sunshine.  
"This view is amazing," Rose exclaimed, peering out the window. 
"Isn't it?  This is probably my favorite place to sit at," I said, and she grinned. 
"I can see why!" 
"The sun is hitting just perfectly on this window right now...it's nice and warm, but not so warm that it will make our  plastic all squishy."  Rayne said, closing her eyes and tipping her head up towards the sunlight. 
We all stuck around for awhile, and then in the afternoon, we got Tangled, Tangled Ever After, and Brave and watched it on Tangled Fan's laptop. 
Rose and Lacey had never seen Tangled; none of us had seen Tangled Ever After, and Brave was new to all of us. 
At the lantern scene in Tangled, I think just about all of us burst forth in song, except for Blondie and Merida xD  Lacey has a very clear and high singing voice, and her and Rose singing together?  They're beautiful!  Rayne's not too shabby either...and then there's me :P  And at the end, I think even Merida had to sniffle back a few tears.  Then came Tangled Ever After...we all laughed sooo hard!  It's only, like, six minutes long, but it's packed full of hilariousness!  :D  At the end, I couldn't help but have a little 'squee' moment, thinking back to my own marriage.  Which made me want to get back to the kiddos and Flynn even more so.. =]  And then we watched Brave. 
It had quite a few funny scenes, but it has a more dark theme than Tangled does.  Mor'du actually scared me the first time they showed him...I jumped all over and almost fell backwards.  And then everyone laughed at me :P  We were all getting pretty sniffly at the end, when Merida's trying to 'mend the bond torn by pride' with her mother...rather, Mum-Bear.  Merida's chin was wobbling, and Rose made me burst out laughing by whispering in my ear. 
"I'm not gonna cry.  I'm not gonna cry.  Are you gonna cry?  I'm not gonna cry."
When I laughed, everyone else turned to give me a 'what-on-earth?' expression. 
"Sorry...Rose started it," I giggled, and Rose gave me a playful shove. 

After the movies, it was growing dark, so we finally went back to our 'campsite' to gather our stuff, and we went back to the dresser. 
It was ten before we got back, and I was the very last one to fumble up onto the dresser in the dark. 
All was quiet, the kiddos were sleeping, and it seems to me that as soon  as everyone had crawled up onto the dresser, they'd promptly gone to bed.  I heard Merida, who was in line in front of me, flop down with a thud and a loud, tired yawn. 
I grinned to myself, but then I saw a silhouette staring at me, watching my every movement.  I gasped, putting a hand over my heart in immediate fear, but then as I peered through the darkness, I saw a certain grin on a certain somebody's face. 
I'd thought he had been asleep!  As soon as I realized it was my hubby, my heart fluttered and I hurried over towards him before launching myself into his waiting arms.  He chuckled to himself and lifted me off the ground, swung me in a quick circle, and then left my feet go back onto the floor.  I looked up at his face, a broad smile across my face as I was finally able to somewhat see one of the faces I'd missed so much this weekend...sappy, I know.  :D He gave me the same kind of smile, and I buried my face into his shoulder, tightening my arms around him; and then he nuzzled my hair for a  few seconds before he left go of me.  I reluctantly did the same, but then his hand slid down my arm to find my hand, and he grasped it tightly before leading me over to bed. 
I flopped down to face him, and he did the same, and I smiled. 
Brushing my hair from my face with a gentle hand before he set it on my waist, he whispered, "So, how was your weekend?" 
"Interesting.  Tiring"-I said as I stifled a yawn-"and funny.  We got archery lessons from Merida, rode, talked with the 18 inchers and Punzie...watched Tangled, Tangled Ever After, and Brave - you HAVE to watch Tangled Ever After with me.  It's so adorable and funny!  You should've heard Rayne, Rose, and Lacey sing during I See the Light.  Oh my goodness, their voices are gorgeous...and then there's me, warbling along and ruining everything, but singing it because I love it so much!  And we showed Lacey and Rose around the room.  Oh, and I introduced everyone to the Blogiverse." 
He chuckled.  "Well...I bet the archery lessons were really funny.  You'll have to tell me about them tomorrow!  It seems like you had a good time..I'm glad.  And I'd be pleased to watch it with you, anytime you want to, just let me know!  But wait.  You introduced ROSE to the Blogiverse?" 
"She says she's always wanted one," I said. 
"Those poor people if she begins a blog.  Her posts would be so long that the readers' eyes would fall out before they even got halfway through!" 
I stifled a giggle.  "Yeah...probably." 
He thought for a moment, and then spoke again.  "And what's this about you 'warbling along and ruining everything'?  Your voice is fine." 
"Oh, but you've never heard Rose sing.  She's positively stunning!  And her sister isn't bad, either.  They sound just as good as Mandy Moore!  I'm sorry you ended up with the single Rapunzel doll ever manufactured, who cannot sing her own songs to save her life...the girl who can't sing, yet likes to, to some extent." 
Pulling me close, he whispered in my ear, "But I wouldn't trade her for the world.  You're just fine.  In fact...I think you're perfect.  And  I love you...and I missed you this weekend!" 
I teared up at that.  Maybe it was because I was so tired, I was having a hard time keeping my eyes open.  Or maybe it was because I'm a complete and utter, sappy freak.  But regardless.  I buried my face into his chest and he held me until I got my teary eyes under control and then I pulled away from him.  He found my hand and held it loosely, and my heart squeezed. 
"I missed you, too.  Love you bunches," I gave him a smile and then quickly pulled my hand away to cover my mouth, yawning. 
He grinned, and then stroked my cheek with the back of his hand.  "Why don't we go for a walk tomorrow, and we can catch up then, okay?  Much as I'd like to stay up and talk, you're tired and you need to shut those gorgeous eyes of yours before too much longer." 
"Sounds like a great plan," I trailed off, and I heard him start to say something, but I was out before he was done.